once again, over and over again

there's no lid to this is it?

im tired, your tired

we're both running out of straws.

and as this bottle slowly leaks away its ever lasting content

my once thoughts are now facts

i embrace what i long feared of becoming.

 

2008

will be hard to forget

tried too many things
met too many people


changed too much

no, seriously

im done

i need to stop

how does that sound like a joke to anyone?

then why the fuck does no one believe me?!

just 1

ya, you

if this continues
i swear
gravity will take its toll

because your playing every card right
and i fear
i'm gonna lose this game


i hate how u make me feel

to eveyone i know

sometimes i hate the fact
some of you can see through me
i hate when your predictions are always correct

i feel so despicable to be so predictable.

woah

never thought i would grow up to be an angry person

I am NOW an anger packed, fouled mouth motherfucker
filled with malicious intend




fuck yeahhhh, i wanna hurt you....

the worst feeling

its amazing how a whisper from a king can change man

i did not foresee this
im lost for words
maybe i thought too highly of myself

i've fallen from grace

at this very moment
i am overwhelmed with
regret, anger and bitterness
i no longer have a fighting spirit
and have no will to breathe

the price i pay for loss of control